My life

I am facing struggle every day trying to walk away from a life of sorrow...My heart is filled with cold and am trying to let go,trying to hide my face from the people that i know i want leave life right cos that has been whats on mind but how to make it has been in the way too tight making me feel like getting away but there is no way to go to and its making me to pray for a better day...My people tell me what i am going to do i have to go and get money for food and i am going out of mind"should i try fast way or i better excercise patience since they say that"the patient dog get the fatest bone"hopefully my people help me with this desperate decision...Cause i dnt want to go astray!